Sol-Vikar

"I have no Cabal now and none will take me. I'm an outsider. Forgotten to the world. I don't know what to do with myself. I spoke with Prefect Ferkan, my old Commanding Officer, and he offered to have me transferred to some new base on Digeris. Father seemed a bit too eager for me to go there. I hear Denae went to earth." Trafalgar Inpatient psychiatry Ward 3 July 2186 "Please, have a seat." The prompt by the asari counselor went unheeded as Max stood in front of the counseling offices' tiny window. He could see the Wards small courtyard and reception area from his vantage point. A lone turian orderly in white garb pushed a rather ancient loo

The doctors tell me they can grow and graft new legs for me.  I told him that such an abomination will never touch me. It's disgusting, as if you could simply grow back what's been taken.  I hate her. I love her and I hate her. She was everything and she left me for dead. All I feel is a cold ball in my stomach. I wanted to die.  The doctors say I came pretty close after that human came into my room. Fucking humans. Jorvan came to visit.  I could feel him, his warmth and love. He pulled me from despair, he gave me a new purpose.  I will show Ree how wrong she is. I will break her and give her all my love. She must see how flawed she is, tha

"What did I do?  What fucking Spirit did I offend?  Kantose is dead. Ree visited after the mission.  It was too much. But I see now. I understand. How does Sol even deal with this?  If he's even fucking alive. I feel dead to the world, left behind like some Varren eyed child. Mother and Father supposedly came to visit but I was still in an induced coma.   And they fucking left before I woke." Orbital Transfer Station, Palaven 20 June 2186 Sighra Bau stood amongst his own thoughts as the sprawling vista of Palaven rotated slowly below the station.  Its usually cloud swept face was mostly clear allowing for him and the other transients to m

"We have another mission coming up.  I'm so nervous, and Ree seems so distant now.  She spends more time with Kantose now. I feel sick sometimes thinking about it.  I just have this feeling sometimes like something is wrong. It doesn't help that I found out about Jorvan having a child with that Asari.  Mother and Father will disown him for sure now." Hospital Ward Dhal’s Folly Digeris, 5 May 2186 “I'm sorry sir,  we cant remove it. The chances of causing another brain hemorrhage is too high.  I can, however, utilize the nerve grafting techniques Dr. Bau used on the human and attempt to work around the object.  My plan is to fix

"I don't want anything to change, ever.  I love them so much. But I feel guilty sometimes, Ree will always be my first love, and I covet her sometimes.  She's as caring and gentle as ever but sometimes I feel my attentions are too much. And she isn't as passionate.  I've got to keep myself in check. I don't want to lose her." Dhal’s Folly Digeris, 4 May 2186 “All rise. Attention to orders! Let it be known that on this date of 2186 05 04 CE a Tribunal was summoned at the behest of governance as dictated by the Law of Hierarchy Military Justice.  In accordance with the greater Unification Parliament of 509 BCE and the code dictating

"We have a new join! He's a handsome specimen. Kantose is his name. I love watching as he grows stronger and learns to control his abilities. I see the uncertainty shed away and I am reminded of when I first came here. Ree has really taken a shine to him as well." Dhal’s Folly Digeris, 29 April 2186 Max rubbed an eye as he felt another visual episode coming on and grunted. “First off-” He started as he switched eyes. “Tell me just what the hell you put in me. I feel like i'm surrounded by static all the time and my freakin eyes won't stop bugging me.” Bau swallowed hard and couldn't help but gesture to the human

"I look back now and wonder why I ever hesitated coming out about my abilities.  I don't think my life would feel as complete had I not. Basic training was tough but I’ve got it down, I’ve started my Apprenticeship with my first Cabal! And She’s here! The female I mentioned earlier! her name is Alarees,  she is so tender and caring. Words cannot describe the painful amounts of love I feel when she does even the simplest things. A reassuring touch, a knowing twitch of the mandible. I think I can't live without her." Dhal’s Folly Digeris, 29 April 2186 He could have left.  He could have waited in ambush and taken a capt